Though I was Born
an Orphan
Though I was born an orphan,
Abandoned and alone,
Enslaved and bound in darkness,
Without a hope or home,
The God of grace and mercy
From his eternal throne
Ordained to be my Father
And claim me as His own.
That I might be adopted
The Father sent his Son
To live in full obedience
And die for what I’ve done.
Now through his resurrection,
Through faith, with him I’m one.
A member of his household,
I am an heir, a son.
To soothe my fear and worry
The Spirit from on high
Was sent to be a witness
That “Father!” I might cry.
O How I love this Father!
I’m never left alone.
He’s come to dwell within me
Until he calls me home.
Since I have this adoption,
I cannot close my home
To widows and to orphans,
Abandoned and alone.
Lord, fill me with compassion
To love the fatherless,
That I might show the nations
How great my Father is!
--Eric
Schumacher and David L. Ward
I love these words to a song I found. It sums up what motivates Tim and me (and so many others) to adopt. I was an orphan, a slave to a cruel master, dirty, hungry, thirsty, LOST...
BUT GOD, who is rich in mercy, sought me ought, loved me, drew me near to Himself, whispered "You are Mine, and you are precious to me", bought me with the precious blood of Christ, paid my ransom for my sin debt that I could not pay, made me legally His own child. Then He cleaned me, wrapped me in the robes of Christ's righteousness, meets my every need, gave me an inheritance, and made me a joint heir with His Son, Jesus Christ.
And I did NOTHING to deserve it all. I did nothing to initiate this transaction or relationship. It was offered freely if I would just reach out and take His hand in faith and say "YES!"
Because of the great love with which we have been shown in our own adoption by our Heavenly Father, we want to show that same kind of love to our children now and the 2 children the Lord has already ordained for us in BG. Our hope and prayer for our children is that by showing them daily earthly fatherly love, we would model our Heavenly Father's love so that one day they will know Him and accept His free gift of salvation.
Adoption is not only a testimony to our kids of God's amazing love, but we pray that it will be a testimony to those around us and those we come in contact with through this process.
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I have been encouraged this week to connect online with some other Christian families who are adopting from BG as we are. It's nice to know there are others going through the same things and are even at the same point in the process as we are-- being so close to finishing the paperwork phase yet waiting and trusting God to provide financially.
This week we received our letter from USCIS giving us a date for our biometrics/fingerprinting appointment. We will be flying to Juneau at the end of this month! We were hoping to have different dates so one of us could stay home with the kids while the other one went, so we wouldn't have to buy airplane tickets for the kids too (for an appointment that will last all of 30 minutes). But that could not be arranged as the appointments for everyone are packed full into 3 days, the length of time the biometrics machine will be in town before it heads off to another place. That's Alaska for you. Most people down in "the Lower 48", as we Alaskans refer to it, can just drive not too far away (maybe as far as the state capital) to get this done, but we have to buy 4 airplane tickets! Oh well. I am very thankful to have received these appointments. It is a big step.
I talked to the lady at USCIS in Missouri who is in charge of our application, and she told me she would probably receive our results the Monday following our appointment and could have our approval letter in the mail the next day! So that means we would have our final document needed for the complete dossier by the end of the first week of May. We would just need to notarize and apostille it which won't take very long. Then we'll have a completed dossier!!!!! This is so very exciting!!
Then we make 4 complete copies of all the paperwork and mail it all to our agency, along with $17,000 in fees split between our agency and the BG rep agency which handles everything on that side of the ocean. Then our agency mails the dossier over to BG, it all gets translated, then it gets accepted into the Ministry of Justice/ "MOJ" (BG's governing agency that oversees adoptions). Then they will begin looking for a match for us, or our "referral". The neat thing for us is that we know our children are already known and chosen for us in the mind and heart of God. Pretty awesome!
So we're almost done with our part of this process. We are still lacking $7,000 that we need before we can turn in all this paperwork in a month. If the Lord doesn't provide it in this coming month, then we will wait until He does provide. This is in His hands, and He will move in people's hearts to give according to His perfect plan. We just trust, hope, and pray (as the title of my friend's book sweetly reminds us to do). He will provide!